Thursday, March 31, 2005

Dream I had last night.

Dreamt about someone, she wasn't a girlfriend, but she was a good friend. And we had sex a couple times. Her name is K, and she was/is the jailer's daughter.
I don't remember when and where I first met her, I'm thinking at work, cause I used to work with her (I was a cook at a chicken place, and she was a a waitress.)
So one night, me and another cook (J) went out, and he brought his wife (she worked there as well), and I don't remember where we went, but I'm almost 100% sure there was drinking involved. We went back to his place to crash, and of course the hubbie and wife had there own bed. J gave K and I a blanket, and told us we can sleep in the living room. So we laid down, and while I wanted something to happen between her and I that night, nothing did. I remember thinking, before going to sleep, if she doesn't do anything, nor will I. (more later)

Monday, March 28, 2005

Still no email.

Still haven't been able to install my office suite. Thinking about using Outlook Express til I can get it working, as I am sure Outlook will import it. Just sucks, not having email for about a week, and it could go longer.

Been getting alot of free songs from iTunes, via the Pepsi bottle caps. A friend has been giving me all of hers, and of course I have mine that I get.
Been running out of ideas on what to get, as I have alot of music on my hard drive. I was up to 20 free songs last night, now down to 12. I really hope I win an iPod, that would be so cool. And would save me some money, so I won't have to buy one.

Bought the seeds last night, to start a garden. Not sure on how it will turn out, but it will give me something to do. Got 9 different seeds; corn, watermelon, cantoloupe, pumpkin, peppers, and some others.

Never finished this (I seem to have this bad habit of not completing these posts), but I'm gonna publish it.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I did it!

I got WinXp up and running, though I had to install it twice, for umm, well, "stuff" reasons. ;)
Pretty happy with it right now, my plan right now is to get it exactly how I want it, then take an image of it, so if I ever have to reformat, I can do it do so, and have all my stuff on it, in no time at all!
More later, I have to go to work.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Lack of entry's.

Had a couple of entry's to be edited ("Ugh" and "") that have been sitting around for a while, just totally forgot I had them, and I haven't felt like blogging of late. I am wanting to blog now, so all is well.

My day was pretty uneventful until I got off work. Almost hit a cat (in case you don't know, I love cats, I have two of them) which would have ruined my day. Tried to get him, but he wouldn't come to me. Just hope he has a home to go to.

So I get home, and some pervert emailed me some spam about child porn, with a website. No, I didn't go look, didn't even think about it, so I have no idea if there is any, nor do I really care.
I did report them, however. I asked some people I know, and one recommended ASACP. Hopefully they can bring it down, and do something to the people who hosted that, and emailed me (though they don't want the headers).

Noticed something, when I go to bed early, (I try to go to bed at set time, 3AM) and that is I never sleep well when I do to bed early. I always wake up several times in the morning, and I feel like I don't get a good nights rest. Which really sucks, for them days, er nights, that I am really tired.

Not sure what happened to my old counter, but it disappeared. Going back to Bravenet for now, til I can find something better, and I like. My problem, is I don't want to spend any money, and I want alot of features. Yea, I know, beggars can't be choosers, so either I make do or spend the money. Blah.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

I never knew this word, til now, while I was reading DailyKos. *shakes head*
I wonder if they have the word vaginal dentata. Nope, just checked, but I did find something on Google. lol, I had checked a few years ago, but was never able to find anything, and well, here it is. I bet all my friends thought I was cookoo about that word.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

The Butterfly Effect (2004)

The Butterfly Effect (2004)

Watching this, almost done, how incredibly sad. Watched it before, and it was all that. Still is too.

Man, I am such an emotional mess sometimes.

Monday, March 14, 2005

The Texas Chain Saw Massacre (1974)

The Texas Chain Saw Massacre (1974)

Just bought the special edition of this, watching it now, as I have never seen it before. Let's see how good it is.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

My ex.

Got a couple of IM's from my ex. She wants to remain friends which I think I am okay with that, I just hope she isn't trying to hurt me. I don't think she is, but I would be lying if I said that thought had not passed my mind.
I started this post while I was talking to her, before I went into work yesterday, and am just now finishing it up, a day later. I say this, cause, while I was at work, I was somewhat elated, but very depressed. I can't think of the last time I was that depressed, just really glad it passed. I guess time will tell.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Daily Kos :: Update: ACTION ALERT: I called Tom DeLay's Office and was Threatened

Daily Kos :: Update: ACTION ALERT: I called Tom DeLay's Office and was Threatened

Now this is great, and am half tempted to call him, myself. :)


I got some type of sore on my upper lip. Looks pretty gross too. Only thing I can think of how I got it is, from me being sick lately, blowing my nose, and sneezing all the time.

(was going to delete this, but no, I think I am going to keep it up.
Jobe 03212005 0129)

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Hmmm, where have I been? (part two)

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

'Friday' Horror Draws Tarantino

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I think he would do a good job. I hope they work out some sort of deal.

Women friends.

While I was with that girl, I always felt really bad when I talked to other girls. And I don't mean like "Can I have fries with that burger" to the girl working behind the counter at Wendy's. I mean like casual/normal/serious conversation. Of course, now that I am no longer with her, I feel no remorse or guilt talking to girls. And of course, I have been talking more to them, but not in a way to indicate I want a relationship, which I don't want.
But I have also been talking to my old friends, including my woman friends, that I quit talking to. Let's just say that it feels good to be able to talk to my friends, without feeling guilt.
Thanks guys and girls!

Sunday, March 06, 2005 - CIA sends terror suspects abroad for interrogation - Mar 6, 2005 - CIA sends terror suspects abroad for interrogation - Mar 6, 2005

I don't believe Bush nor his administration, when they say Those officials said the CIA has gone to "great lengths" to ensure that prisoners were not tortured..
There are way to many cases of people being tortured, amongst other things, for them to have any credibility with me, just way to many. And to think, we have four more years of this.....

Sick again.

Here I am sick again. I have been sick more this past winter then I have been sick in the past five years.
Did have a lady give me a Airborne Formula. It worked okay I guess, tried looking for it at work (I work for a retail company), but couldn't find it. Going to look some more today, give it more time to work.
Apparently it is a hot seller due to Oprah Winfrey plugging it (she does have a Midas touch). I had never heard of it, til she offered me one, after she had seen me sneezing and coughing.
I just want something to make me feel better.

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Been thinking.

I kept a little notebook, of my feelings about my ex-girlfriend. Been thinking of posting it, as a separate blog. Or maybe as a .doc. I don't know just yet. It will be alot of work to transcribe it, as it fills almost two (small) notebooks.
One of the reasons why I kept one, was to keep my sanity. It's hard to do a long distance relationship. Something I will never go through again. Just not worth it. One thing that helped the relationship, was I have free long distance.
Another reason, was, if I ever decided to let her read them, it would show her I was thinking of her all the time, and what was going through mind at the time. I thought it would be kind of cool, to share that with her sometime, if I ever shared that with her.
Ah well. We'll see what happens.

Friday, March 04, 2005

How to track a PC anywhere it connects to the Net: ZDNet Australia: News: Security

How to track a PC anywhere it connects to the Net: ZDNet Australia: News: Security

Never thought I would I see the day, that they can track you down, but it looks like they can. Not sure I really like that.
One of the best things about the internet, it allows almost complete anonymity. One of the worst things about the internet, it does the same.
People should be allowed to say what they want, but I tell you what, I have seen some of the rudest things on the internet, because of the anonymity. Just because you have almost total anonymity, does not make it okay to do things you wouldn't do "in real life". (I so hate that term "in real life", someday I will have to rant about that).
I'm a believer in karma though, and it has a way of evening the score.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

A new mouse.

Had to break out my new mouse just now. The wheel on it, was so hard to move, that it was becoming a chore to use. Glad I had bought an extra one when I did :) By the way, if you don't use an optical mouse, you are missing out on one of the best things since sliced bread. Seriously, they are all that, and then some. You should get one if you don't have one.

China, Others Criticize U.S. Report on Rights (

China, Others Criticize U.S. Report on Rights (

I love USA, but this has to come out. We (meaning the administration, and I don't mean just Bush) are hypocrites. We call other people out on human rights violations, but we can't look in the mirror.

We should be leading by example, not coming in last place, wondering why the hell people from other parts of the world, snickering at us, when this report comes out.

This line really gets me that interrogation techniques used with terrorism suspects at the U.S. detention facility at Guantanamo Bay, Cuba, were being challenged in U.S. courts.

Well no fucking shit! Of course it is being challenged in courts, as it is highly unconstitutional!
Why people ever voted for Bush, I will never know.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Enhanced viewing ahead ;)

Changed the color, as I love blue. Don't know why I chose them other colors before, but changed now.
Bad thing was, I had to reinstall the hit counter and the trackback feature. Ah well, its back now, and all is well with the world.

Hmmm, where have I been?

bold the states you've been to, underline the states you've lived in and italicize the state you're in now...

Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota / Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / Nevada / New Hampshire / New Jersey / New Mexico / New York / North Carolina / North Dakota / Ohio / Oklahoma / Oregon / Pennsylvania / Rhode Island / South Carolina / South Dakota / Tennessee / Texas / Utah / Vermont / Virginia / Washington / West Virginia / Wisconsin / Wyoming / Washington D.C /

Go HERE to have a form generate the HTML for you.

Wired News: Planets Lurk on Your Desktop

Wired News: Planets Lurk on Your Desktop

I would be all over this, and will be when it comes out! That would be like the coolest thing ever, to have a planet named after you or a name of your choosing.

I did get a name-a-star gifts, for an ex-girlfriend, years ago. When we broke up, she tried to give it back to me, I was like no, thats yours. Always been that way, if I give you something, it is yours. I mean, how could I ask for it back, or want it back, it is yours to keep.

Flooders, they suck.

I'm a server admin on an IRC network, and we have been getting attacked by flood/spam bots recently. Really pissed them off today, as I cloaked myself (special priveliage of being an admin), when I seen a suspicious person come on (I see all connections as well), and whois'ed them. Seen the channel, and yep, they confirmed my suspicions. Set a couple of akills, and banned them. Then they went after me, flooding me. Bastards. Took a while, but I klined all there proxies, that they were using. Have fun now.
Hmmmm, I should get a flood script, to use on them. Something to look into.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Exorcist:The Beginning

Couldn't really afford it, but I went ahead and bought it. Was pretty good, worth the money in my opinion. I think I need to watch it again, but with less distractions... I have a bad tendency of multi-tasking when I watch movies.
Had a coupon in it, buy one more scarey movie, and get another free (mail in offer though), so I will be doing that, when I get more money :) Though they do want $3.25 for S&H. Not really free, but still a good buy.

One thousand one hundred eighty nine dollars.

That's the cost of my getting my car repaired. That really puts a damper on things... the mechanic told me it would be $1000, and here it is about $200 more. *sighs*